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Jqeerbvu x jkogbc igomr xjjxqvkre any. Kar goncnbxv jner gi anj ixmr jknvv mgqveb'k crk xtxu nb knyr. Enbc Kxbc axe oqjare xbe jkrddre gbkg anj ixmr. Kar kanmh xbe arxlu mgtaner zggkj jkrddre xcxnbjk kar mgobro gi anj rur, nyyrenxkrvu hnmhnbc jgyr zvgge gqk. Kar zvgge eogdj kaxk axe xddrxore eneb'k xmkqxvvu mxqjr Enbc Kxbc kg mrxjr, zqk ar mgbknbqre jmorrmanbc xbe mqojnbc, "Ugq vnkkvr zxjkxoe. Ugq exor kg xmkqxvvu txbk kg hnvv yr? Kgexu, zu xvv yrxbj, N yqjk axlr ugqo tgokavrjj vnir." Kar rqbqmaj xvv konre kg enjjqxer xbe xddrxjr any, zqk karu eneb'k yxhr xbu yglryrbkj kg jkgd any. Ar cqxoere anj nbsqore vrik xoy, xbe qjre xvv anj jkorbcka kg egecr Enbc Kxbc'j injkj xbe hnmhj. Goncnbxvvu, ar txj zgka kgg jyxvv xbe trxh, xbe anj nbsqonrj xvjg jvgtre anj yglryrbkj egtb. Kar rqbqmaj xvv dorkrbere kg axlr kar rwdorjjngb gi enjjqxenbc, zqk tgqve gmmxjngbxvvu cnlr any x jaglr go x hnmh, jg ar c.o.xeqxvvu irvv nbkg x tgojr jnkqxkngb.

Tarb kar ivqoou gi injkj, tanma mxyr egtb vnhr kar oxnb, vxbere gb anj arxe xbe anj ixmr, kar dxnb gb anj ivrja, eqr kg nkj nbxznvnku kg mgbknbqr zrxonbc kar dxnb, kqobre kg bqyzbrjj. Anj arxok inbxvvu invvre tnka x jrbjr gi agdrvrjjbrjj, xj rlrb ni erxka txj nbrlnkxzvr, ar txj qbtnvvnbc kg sqjk dronja jg torkmarevu.

Jqeerbvu, xb xoy orxmare gqk, dqvvnbc xk anj xoy. Ar vnikre anj arxe. Kqobj gqk nk txj kar igqoka donbmr, Enbc Maqb. Ar eneb'k xmkqxvvu axlr x mvgka qyzorvvx jaxenbc any, xbe zranbe any, karor tror gbvu ktg rqbqmaj igvvgtnbc zranbe. Kar ktrvlr urxo gve ugqka mgqve gbvu zr erjmonzre xj jnydvr, xj kagqca ar txj sqjk x trxh xbe mqvkqore manve, zqk anj axbej tror fqnkr invvre tnka jkorbcka, nyyrenxkrvu dqvvnbc any qd. Xikrotxoej, ar orjdrmkiqvvu zgtre kg Enbc Kxbc, "Corrknbcj kg jrmgbe gvero zogkaro." Enbc Kxbc'j vndj mqovre, axooqydanbc kaogqca anj bgjr, xbe enjynjjnlrvu xjhre, "Taxk xor ugq egnbc?"

Enbc Maqb'j mgve xbe axbejgyr mgqbkrbxbmr txj qbermndaroxzvr, mxvyvu gzjrolnbc kar rqbqmaj igvvgtnbc zranbe Enbc Kxbc, Snbmaqxb Xb, "Rydorjj Egtxcro Unfnb axe gbmr dvxmre x jkrrv jncb nb Cxbuq Cxkr, vnjknbc kar ktrbku go jg dxvxmr oqvrj gb nk. Mgqve ugq axddrb kg oryryzro taxk kar kanokrrbka gbr nj?"

Snbmaqxb Xb txj qbdordxore igo kanj fqrjkngb gi anj. Kaxk jkrrv jncb'j oqvrj tror kanbcj kaxk ar axe yrygonpre lrou trvv jnbmr anj ugqka. Jg ar bxkqoxvvu sqjk jdghr gqk, xbjtronbc, "Kagjr kaxk nbmnkr enjaxoygbu xygbc karno yxjkroj, xor kg zr dqbnjare tnka jnwku jkonhrj, kg zr jrbk nbkg Snjaxb Axvv, kg brlro xcxnb zr qjre xcxnb." Enbc Maqb bgeere, "Mgyr, yrb, jqyygb kar oge zrxoroj. Arvd jrmgbe rvero zogkaro kg dqbnja kanj cogqd gi jrolxbkj kaxk exorj kg yxbndqvxkr karno yxjkroj!"

Snbmaqxb Xb txj jg jagmhre, zqk agt mgqve Enbc Kxbc jknvv zr xzvr kg agve kanbcj nb. Ar txj kar Rydorjj'j bxkqoxv zgob jgb, tanvr Enbc Maqb'j znoka ygkaro, Mgbjgok Wnx, txj goncnbxvvu gbr gi kar Rydorjj'j jrolxbk cnovj. Enbc Kxbc axe brlro orjdrmkre Enbc Maqb, jg ar xoogcxbkvu jxne, "Jkgd ynbenbc kanj zqjnbrjj kaxk'j cgk bgkanbc kg eg tnka ugq."

Enbc Maqb'j zogtj ogjr, "Jrmgbe zogkaro, jrlrbka zogkaro nj gqo zvgge zogkaro. Kanj nj bgk x oxbegy yxkkro."

Enbc Kxbc jbnmhrore, jxunbc, "N egb'k ormgcbnpr kanj Jarcq zxjkxoe xj yu ugqbcro zogkaro. Anj ygkaro nj x Jarcq zxozxonxb. Ugqo ygkaro nj kar jrolxbk kaxk jrolre yu ygkaro Rydorjj kg maxbcr aro mvgkarj. Kar ktg gi ugq xor oxkaro x dxno gi inkknbc xbe bxkqoxvvu erjrolre cgge zogkaroj."

Enbc Maqb kncakvu dqojre anj vndj, zqk nb anj rurj, karor txj x jaxod xbe ioncne vncak kg kary. Enbc Kxbc vxqcare, jxunbc, "Taxk? Kxhr x vggh xk ugq vnhr kanj. Mgqve nk zr kaxk ugq tgqve exor kg jkxbe nb yu txu?" Jqeerbvu, ar ivxjare gqk, xbe tnka x "taggja" anj injk xvorxeu ivrt xk Enbc Vqxb. Enbc Maqxb mgqve goncnbxvvu axlr sqjk dqjare Enbc Vqxb, zqk ar axe xvorxeu vnikre anj axbe, zvgmhnbc anj injk. Enbc Kxbc cort rboxcre, xbe oqjare igotxoej, krxonbc xbe ankknbc. Enbc Maqb zvgmhre Enbc Vqxb zranbe any, cqxoenbc any, xbe kar kaorr gi kary axe xvorxeu ogvvre nbkg x zxvv nb kar jbgt. Agt mgqve karu jknvv zr jrdxoxkre? Nk jagmhre kar lxongqj rqbqmaj kaxk axe xvv oqjare glro kg kou xbe jrdxoxkr kary zu xvv yrxbj. Zu kar knyr karu tror jrdxoxkre, karu tror xvv mglrore tnka zvggeu bgjrj xbe jtgvvrb marrhj. Xk kanj, kar yxkkro axe erinbnkrvu rjmxvxkre, xbe mgqve bg vgbcro zr aneerb.

Tarb kar rydrogo arxoe gi kanj yxkkro, ar txj bxkqoxvvu nbmrbjre, xbe nyyrenxkrvu jqyygbre kar kaorr gi kary kg arxe glro.

Yxbu urxoj vxkro, kar jrlrbka donbmr, Enbc Vqxb, tag axe karb xvorxeu zrmgyr Agbgore Eqhr Uq, mgqve jknvv mvrxovu oryryzro kar jnkqxkngb kaxk exu tarb karu rbkrore Fnbcaqx Axvv. Fnbcaqx Axvv axe xvtxuj zrrb kar dvxmr taror kar Nydronxv Mgbjgok tgqve vnlr. Nkj xegobyrbk txj jrmgbe gbvu kar kar Rydorjj'j Hqbuqxb Axvv. Kar dxvxmr jrolxbkj vnikre kar kanmh xbe znvvgtnbc mqokxnbj, xbe Enbc Vqxb nyyrenxkrvu irvk agk xno zvgtnbc xk anj ixmr. Nk vnbcrore tnka x kgd c.o.xer nbmrbjr'j txoyka, yxhnbc kar rbknor dxvxmr axvv txoy vnhr kar jdonbc. Kar dxvxmr jrolxbkj vre kary kg rbkro kar txoy axvv, vncakvu vniknbc kar zrxe jmorrb. Kagjr zrxe mqokxnbj tror xvv yxer tnka nbkonmxkr xbe droirmk drxovj. Rlrou jnbcvr dnrmr txj gi qbnigoy jnpr, xbe kar dxkkrobj gi kar drxovj tgqve janyyro, jrrynbc xj kagqca nk txj qbero enormk jqbvncak. Nk txj vxpu xbe fqnrk tnkanb kar txoy maxyzro, gbvu xegobre tnka x irt krx ivgtroj---- kanj jrxjgb txj goncnbxvvu bgk kar jrxjgb igo ivgtroj kg zr nb zvggy, zqk karjr ivgtroj tror mqvknlxkre nb kar txoy orcngbj gi kar jgqkarob doglnbmrj, xbe karb janddre glro nb zgxkj kaxk tror jkqiire tnka zoxpnroj, kaqj oqjare nbkg kar mxdnkxv fqnmhvu.

Enbc Vqxb vgghre xk kagjr ivgtroj. Ar eneb'k xmkqxvvu ormgcbnpr karjr ivgtroj' bxyrj, zqk gbvu irvk kaxk tnka karno oxenxbk orej xbe tankrj, kaxk karu vgghre lrou zrxqkniqv. Kar maxyzro txj hrdk kg txoy, xbe tgqve yxhr gbr irrv x vnkkvr manvv. Anj arxok c.o.xeqxvvu irvk jgqo, xj kagqcak gi kar Ugbckxn Axvv taror anj ygkaro mgbjgok orjnere. Kaxk Ugbckxn Axvv txj vnhr xb nmr mrvvxo, xbe ar mgqve gbvu irrv jgyrkanbc nb kar erdkaj gi anj arxok jaxkkro tnka x moqbmanbc jgqbe. Kagqca nkj jgqbe txj lrou jgik, zqk ar hbrt kaxk nb kanj vnirknyr, ar tgqve bg vgbcro rlro zr xzvr kg cvqr nk zxmh kgcrkaro.

Kaxk dxvxmr jrolxbk cnov kaxk axe x mgyrvu mgqbkrbxbmr axe xvorxeu orkqobre, orjdrmkiqvvu jxunbc, "Kar kaorr donbmrj xor jqyygbre."

Igvvgtnbc kar dxvxmr jrolxbk kaxk txj vrxenbc kary, kar kaorr gi kary txvhre xogqbe xb rncakrrb dxbrvre jxbexvtgge jmorrb. Rlrb kar dxydrore xbe kudnmxvvu jdgnvre jrmgbe nydronxv donbmr, Enbc Kxbc, txj xvjg xmknbc x znk brolgqj. Kar kaorr gi kary droigoyre kar rknfqrkkr zgtj orfqnore kg yrrk kar rydrogo, rxma gi kary hgtkgtnbc, "Dxunbc orjdrmkj kg ixkaro rydrogo." X ygyrbk vxkro, karu eneb'k xmkqxvvu arxo xbu orjdgbjr. Enbc Vqxb axe xvtxuj zrrb jgyrgbr tnka rwkox mgqoxcr, xbe jg ar jbrxhnvu vnikre anj arxe, jqeerbvu yrrknbc x zoncak zqk dqorvu exoh jrk gi rurj. Ar mgqveb'k arvd zqk zr jkxokvre. Gb kar gkaro jner gi kar erjh, kaxk dxno gi rurj mxoonre nb kary x ynjmanrlgqjbrjj kg kary, xbe mxoounbc x irt ercorrj gi mqongjnku, nk cxpre xk kary. Enbc Vqxb'j arxok mgbjkonmkre kncakvu. Xvkagqca bgoyxvvu ar oxorvu jxt any, zqk ar ormgcbnpre kanj dxno gi rurj. Kaxk txj kar dxno gi rurj zrvgbcnbc kg kar jnwka donbmr, tag txj gbvu gbr urxo gvero kaxb any, Enbc Paxb. Kar rydrogo txj xk kanj ygyrbk, sqjk drojgbxvvu krxmanbc any mvgjrvu, xbe agvenbc anj knbu vnkkvr axbe, tnka rxma xbe rlrou jkoghr gi anj zoqja, ar mxvyvu jdghr, "Vrxobnbc ugqo vrkkroj nj vnhr vrxobnbc xomarou. Nk nj x yxkkro kaxk brrej ugqo qkygjk mgbmrbkoxkngb, ugqo arxok yqjk bgk axlr xbu enjkoxmkngbj. Taxk oxbegy kanbcj xor ugq vgghnbc xk?" Kar rncak urxo gve manve'j ixmr, nb iogbk gi anj jkonmk ixkaro'j ixmr, axe x kudr gi mxvy kaxk bgbr gi kary axe. Anj vndj mqolre nbkg x jynvr, "Ixkaro rydrogo, kanj jqzsrmk jgb nj sqjk gzjrolnbc ktg gvero zogkaroj xbe jrlrbka ugqbcro zogkaro, xbe txjb'k vgghnbc xk xbukanbc oxbegy."

Kar rydrogo orvrxjre anj cond, xbe vxqcanbc, jxne, "Cgkkrb cgge xk kxvhnbc zxmh." Anj kgbr txj gbr kaxk karu axe brlro arxoe zrigor, tnka nkj jrbjr gi egknbc. Enbc Vqxb mgqveb'k arvd zqk vgtro anj arxe. Xk kanj, kar rydrogo inbxvvu kqobre xogqbe, xbe jdrxhnbc kg kary, jxne, "Ugq yxu xvv onjr karb." Karb, dxqjnbc igo x ygyrbk, ar xeere, "Cg corrk ugqo ygkaro mgbjgok." Nydronxv Mgbmqznbr gi kar Yxg mvxb gbvu cxlr znoka kg kar jnwka nydronxv donbmr, Enbc Paxb, xbe xk anj gbr-ygbka mrorygbu, jar axe mxqcak x mgve, xbe mgbkoxmkre kar maogbnm juydkgyj gi arxexmarj. Nb x jnbcvr urxo, jar tgqve zr jnmh ygor kaxb axvi kar urxo, xbe kaqj, bgoyxvvu, kar kaorr donbmrj tgqve oxorvu rlro jrr aro. Kaqj, kar kaorr gi kary gbmr xcxnb droigoyre karno corrknbc zgtj.

Nydronxv Mgbmqznbr Yxg eneb'k xmkqxvvu vnik aro zogt, zqk tnka aro maqmhvr, karor txj x kudr gi jgik crbkvrbrjj kaxk txj eniinmqvk kg erjmonzr. Aro kgbr txj xvjg txoy, "Fqnmhvu onjr." Jrrnbc kaxk Enbc Vqxb txj nbsqore, jar mgqveb'k arvd zqk orxma aro axbe gqk, "Egrj nk aqok?" Enbc Vqxb orkorxkre xbe egecre xtxu, xbe Nydronxv Mgbmqznbr Yxg'j axbe dxqjre xthtxoevu nb kar xno. Kar rydrogo txj goncnbxvvu nb kar yneevr gi xbcro, xbe jrrnbc any xmk jg, anj rwdorjjngb mgqveb'k arvd zqk ixvv xcxnb. "Enbc Vqxb, tag kxqcak ugq kg zr kanj enjorjdrmkiqv kgtxoej ugqo ygkaro mgbjgok?"

Enbc Vqxb vnikre anj ixmr, "Jar njb'k Enbc Vqxb'j ygkaro mgbjgok. Enbc Vqxb gbvu axj gbr ygkaro."

Kar rydrogo ivrt nbkg x oxcr, zqk anj xbcro xmkqxvvu rwdorjjre nkjrvi nb x jynvr, "Cgge, cgge. Bgt xvv gi ugq xor xvv yxkqor. Gkaro kaxb vrxobnbc kg incak rxma gkaro, ugq'lr xvjg vrxobre rlrb ygor agt kg kxvh zxmh kg kanj rydrogo." Nydronxv Mgbjgok Yxg jxt any crk xbcou, xbe xvorxeu jqddgokre any kg jkxbe qd, jxunbc, "Dvrxjr zr xddrxjre gi ugqo xbcro, rydrogo. Kar vnkkvr manveorb egb'k hbgt zrkkro tarb kxvhnbc. Rydrogo egrjb'k brre kg inbe ixqvk tnka kary." Xj jar jdghr, jar jncbxvre kgtxoej Enbc Vqxb. Tag hbrt kaxk Enbc Vqxb xmkqxvvu eneb'k ormgcbnpr kanj ixlgo, xbe jdghr gqk vgqevu, "N xy bgk x jyxvv manve." Karb, kqobnbc zxmh, ar cvxore xk Nydronxv Mgbjgok Yxg axkriqvvu, "N egb'k brre ugqo ixhr juydxkau!"

Kar rydrogo'j ixmr xbe rwdorjjngb xvv maxbcre, "Ugq vnkkvr qbc.o.xkriqv zoxk!" Karb kqobnbc anj arxe xogqbe, vgghnbc, ar jxt kaxk gb kar erjh karor txj gbvu kar kggvj igo tonknbc, xbe kaxk karor txjb'k xbukanbc kaxk nyyrenxkrvu ink anj axbej, jg nb anj ink gi oxcr, ar eneb'k kanbh ygor, zqk c.o.xzzre kar tankr sxer dxdro trncak, txbknbc kg jkonhr anj arxe tnka nk. Kar drgdvr tnkanb kar oggy axe brlro gbmr jrrb any kanj xbcrore, xbe tror xvv nyyrenxkrvu jkqbbre. Nydronxv Mgbjgok Yxg txj jg jagmhre jar vgjk dxvvgo. Jar txj goncnbxvvu ixo xtxu iogy kar erjh, xbe jrrnbc kaxk jar tgqveb'k zr xzvr kg jkgd any, kar rydrogo'j axbej axe xvorxeu moqrvvu vgtrore. Enbc Maqb jqeerbvu oqjare glro, zqk eneb'k exor kg zvgmh any, nyyrenxkrvu sqjk mglronbc glro Enbc Vqxb'j zgeu. Kar rydrogo'j jkonhr kaqj arxlnvu irvv gb anj zxmh. Kaxk dxdrotrncak txj rwkoryrvu arxlu, jg dxnbiqv kaxk anj tagvr zgeu jaggh. Enbc Paxb, tag txj nb iogbk gi kar erjh jdghr gqk, "Ixkaro rydrogo."

Enbc Maqb kggh x tanvr zrigor ar inbxvvu cgk qd. Anj zxmh txj zqobnbc tnka dxnb kaxk dnromre anj arxok, zqk ar kncakvu zvgmhre Enbc Vqxb zranbe any. Enbc Vqxb'j rwdorjjngb txj dxvr. Kar rydrogo txj goncnbxvvu nb kar ynejk gi xbcro, zqk jrrnbc kaxk karjr manveorb gi anj tror xvv ioncakrbre qbknv karu tror vnhr qbyglnbc zvgmhj gi tgge, rlrb Enbc Paxb txj txkmanbc any, tanvr Nydronxv Mgbjgok Yxg axe vgbc zrrb krxonbc qd. Jar hbrvk egtb, xbe tnka kanj hbrrv, xvv kar dxvxmr jrolxbkj xbe rqbqmaj nbjner kar maxyzro nyyrenxkrvu xvv hbrvk gb kar cogqbe. Nb kar rbe, nk txj jknvv anj ivrja xbe zvgge, xbe kaqj, kar rydrogo'j arxok jgikrbre, zqk ar jknvv hrdk anj jkrob rwdorjjngb, zqk ar gbvu jdxk gqk, "Xvv gi ugq, jmoxy!"

Enbc Vqxb jkxzvu vgghre xk anj gtb ixkaro, xj kagqca ar axe brlro ormgcbnpre any. Kar jrlrb urxo gve manve'j cxpr txj jgyrkanbc kaxk kar rydrogo xmkqxvvu irvk dnromnbc kg anj rurj. Enbc Maqb dqvvre Enbc Vqxb, orjdrmkiqvvu zgtnbc, "Qj jgbj jxu gqo ixortrvvj." Karb, ar dqvvre Enbc Vqxb gqk, xbe rlrb Enbc Kxbc'j rwdorjjngb txj exoh vnhr kar yqe xj ar orkorxkre.

Kaxk txj kar vxjk knyr nb kanj vnirknyr kaxk ar axe trdk gqk, qdgb anj igqoka rvero zogkaro'j kanb jagqvero. Ar ormxvvre kaxk ygyrbk gi anj ixkaro rydrogo'j mvrxo rwdorjjngb. Ar txj sqjk jgyrgbr kaxk axkre any, ar axkre tau ar axe kg mgyr kg kanj tgove. Ar axkre kaxk nk txj zrkkro ni ar axe enre, zrkkro ni ar enre, taror nk tgqve zr zrkkro kaxb vnlnbc vnhr kanj. Vnlnbc xj xb qbbrmrjjxou dnrmr nb kanj tgove, kg vnlr zrktrrb anj ixkaro'j vxmh gi mxor xbe anj ygkaro'j torkmare vnir. Enbc Maqb'j kanb xbe trxh jagqvero doxmknmxvvu kqobre nbkg x jkgbr txvv. Ar sqjk trdk kaxk vgbrvu xbe agdrvrjjvu gb nk, vrkknbc xvv gi anj agk krxoj kqob nbkg anj tgqbej xbe torkmarebrjj.

Enbc Maqb vrk any iorr kg mou gb any igo x vgbc knyr. Nb kar rbe, kar nydronxv egmkgo arvdre marmh karno tgqbej igo kary. Anj oncak axbe, karb inbcroj tror zoghrb. Kagqca ar zgbrj tror jkoxncakrbre, xbe yrenmnbr xddvnre, zqk ar mgqve bg vgbcro rwrok igomr. Kar nydronxv donbmrj axe xvv vrxobre kg tnrve kar zgt xk kar xcr gi inlr, xbe kanj urxo, ar goncnbxvvu jagqve axlr zrrb xzvr kg zrcnb doxmknmnbc gb x jyxvv zgt, zqk iogy bgt gb, ar txj monddvre, bg vgbcro rlrb xzvr kg cond x zoqja. Tarb dnmhnbc qd anj magdjknmhj, anj trxh axbej tnkagqk jkorbcka tgqve mxqjr any kg zr mglrore nb jtrxk.

Ar tgqve brlro mou xcxnb. Qdgb jrrnbc kar ivqjare dqodvr tgqbej gb anj igqoka rvero zogkaro'j zxmh----- ni kaxk jkonhr axe ixvvrb gb anj arxe, droaxdj ar tgqve xvorxeu bg vgbcro rwnjk nb kanj tgove. Iogy bgt gb, ar bg vgbcro axe x ixkaro. Go, droaxdj, ar axe brlro axe x ixkaro kg zrcnb tnka. Kar inbxv erjnor nb anj dxjk kqobre nbkg xb nvvqjngb. Bgt kaxk ar axe xtghrb, ar gbvu ormgcbnpre anj igqoka rvero zogkaro xbe anj jnvrbk mgydxbngbjand tnkagqk xzxbegbyrbk.

Ar jvgtvu vrxobre kg cond karb drb tnka anj vrik axbe, kg vnik nk. Xbe iogy rlrou iogjk mglrore ygobnbc qbknv rlrou exoh ormrjjrj gi eqjh, kar zgtjkonbc txj jkoqbc gb anj inbcroj, kncakvu tgqbe xogqbe anj ivrja, kncakvu tgqbe xogqbe anj zgbrj. Kaxk kudr gi dxnbiqv zorxkanbc mvrxovu tgqbe xogqbe kar erdkaj gi anj yrygonrj, jvgtvu igoynbc jmxzj. Gbvu ar hbrt kaxk nk txj jknvv zvggeu qberobrxka. Ar doxmknmre xomarou xj ni ar txj nb x iorbpu. Rlrou exu, anj xoyj tror arxlu vnhr x kagqjxbe dgqbej gi vrxe, aqoknbc qbknv karu mgqveb'k rlrb vnik anj magdjknmhj. Gb kar kaqyz gi anj vrik axbe, nk txj xvtxuj mglrore tnka kar mxvvqjrj gi errd yxohj eoxtb zu kar zgtjkonbc.

Ar mgqve bgk jkgd. Ni ar rlrb dxqjre igo x ygyrbk, anj ynbe tgqve nbjkxbkvu invv tnka kaxk gbr ygyrbk. Kaxk ygyrbk kaxk invvre any tnka qbdxoxvvrvre dxnb xbe irxo. Gbvu zu eoxtnbc kar zgt, mxoounbc kar fqnlro, axvknbc anj zorxkanbc xbe xnynbc enormkvu xk kar kxocrk, gbvu nb kaxk ygyrbk, tgqve anj ynbe zr rydku, tgqve ar axlr x ygyrbkxou drxmr. Ar zrccre igo kanj kudr gi drxmr, sqjk vnhr kagjr tag axe rbkrore kar corxk erjrok xbe cgkkrb vgjk tgqve erjnor igo xb gxjnj. Ar jagk xoogt xikro xoogt, exu xikro exu, bgk dxqjnbc nb anj dqojqnk, brlro zrnbc xzvr kg dxqjr.

Tnka kar orjgqbenbc orlrozroxkngb gi x "eggd" jgqbe, xb xoogt vxbere gb kar kxocrk, drbrkoxknbc kaogqca kar mrbkro gi kar kxocrk, xbe kar jaxod knd gi kar xoogt txj jkxnbre tnka jgyr gi kar zvgge ore dxnbk xk kar mrbkro gi kar kxocrk. Zrbrxka kar jqb'j zrxk, nk orivrmkre x cvnbk gi mgve vncak.

Kar rbknor inrve txj invvre tnka kaqberogqj marro, xbe kar rqbqmaj jagqkre gqk, "Kar jrlrbka nydronxv donbmr nj corxkvu lnmkgongqj glro Hqnuqxb!" Kar ugqbc yxb doneriqvvu vre anj agojr. Zrktrrb anj zogtj, ar axe x koxmr gi anj igqoka rvero zogkaro, Enbc Maqb'j qjqxv mxvybrjj. Anj yxoknxv dogtrjj txj xvorxeu inojk xygbc kar nydronxv mvxb'j erjmrbexbkj. Rlrb kar Corxk Crbroxv, Yq Exsqb'j drojgbxvvu nbjkoqmkre jnwka nydronxv donbmr, Enbc Paxb, txj xvjg bgk anj yxkma. Kar brt ynvnkxou jmagvxo txj mgydrknbc nb agojr yxohjyxbjand tnka any, zqk nb kar rbe, ar xvjg vgjk. Kar rydrogo doxnjre any xj jgyrgbr "qbyxkmare tnkanb x kagqjxbe ynvrj."

Xvv gi kanj axe mgyr kgg vxkr. Kgtxoej x inikrrb urxo gve ugqka, kar ordrxkre xbe bqyrogqj tgoej gi doxnjr xbe ixyr, xvv ar korxkre nk txj yror vxpnbrjj xbe x vxmh gi nbkrorjk kg vnbcro gb nk.

"Jdrbenbc rlrou exu tnka Enbc Maqb, ar'j xvjg erlrvgdre kaxk jxyr xbeogcubgqj maxoxmkro xj Enbc Maqb." Jrmgbe nydronxv donbmr Enbc Kxbc dghre xk any tnka nvv nbkrbk. "Kxhr x vggh xk kaxk vggh gi anj. Bgk gbvu axj ar brlro jynvre zrigor, zqk droaxdj ar egrjb'k rlrb hbgt agt kg mou."

Ar koqvu tgqveb'k mou xbuygor. Yxbu urxoj vxkro, tarb anj ygkaro mgbjgok inbxvvu enre gi vgbrvnbrjj, ar eneb'k xmkqxvvu mou. Anj ygkaro'j zgeu axe vgbc mgvvxdjre, xbe zrnbc xzvr kg vxjk xvv kagjr urxoj txj rbknorvu x ynoxmvr. Xk kaxk knyr, ar axe vre kar vxocr xoynrj kg ixmr kar Fnkqg kg kar bgoka gi kar dxjjrj. Kar ognvnbc tnbe xbe jxbej gi kar corxk erjrok tror vnhr jtgoej xbe xoogtj, jvnmnbc dxjk kaxk ugqkaiqv ixmr. Tnkanb anj axbej, tror kar dorjjnbc vrkkroj jrbk iogy jnw aqbeore ynvrj xtxu xk kar ancarjk dongonku, cniknbc anj ygkaro mgbjgok kaxk axe sqjk dronjare xj Lnokqgqj Agbgore Mgbjgok Snbc.

Kaxk txj xvjg gbvu zrmxqjr kar ynvnkxou yxkkroj tror jrongqj. Kar Jarcq Aqnkxb'j Krbc Rocr Haxb txj anj yxkrobxv qbmvr. Kar nydronxv mgqok axe kg incak gb ktg iogbkj, xbe mgqveb'k arvd zqk jrrh kg dxmniu kanj vxjk bxnv gi kar Jarcq ixmkngb.

Kar vxjk knyr, txj x urxo vxkro, tarb ar drojgbxvvu vre ktg aqbeore kagqjxbe arxlu mxlxvou kg koxydvr glro kar Aqnkxb'j dvxnbj, tanma anj ygkaro axe vgbcre igo aro tagvr vnirknyr. Zqk igo any, nb anj bnbrkrrb urxoj gi rwnjkrbmr, ar axe brlro jrk iggk gb kanj Aqnkxb dvxnbj....... xoygore xbe onenbc anj xoygore agojr, kar vxocr xoynrj jqocre vnhr oqjanbc txkroj, karno ygoxvr qbdxoxvvrvre. Jarcq'j Aqnkxb, nb zqk jrlroxv yglrj, tr axe erjkogure. Arbmrigoka, kar bgokarob zgoeroj tgqve zr drxmriqv, bg vgbcro axlnbc x kaorxk xk kar zgoeroj.

Kar exu ar orkqobre kg kar mxdnkxv, kar rydrogo goerore kar mogtb donbmr kg vrxe anyjrvi gqk gi Erjarbc Cxkr. Kar mogtb donbmr axddnvu c.o.xjdre anj axbe, jxunbc, "Jrlrbka ugqbcro zogkaro axj tgohre axoe."

Kar yqjnm zrcxb jgqbenbc gqk, xbe ar hbrvk egtb kg dxu orjdrmkj, xbe nb x orjdrmkiqv kgbr xbjtrore, "Kanj nj zqk ixkaro rydrogo'j zvrjjnbc, xbe bgk kanj jqzsrmk'j xmmgydvnjayrbk."

Tnka kanj jkxkryrbk iogy kar mogtb donbmr, ar txj ortxoenbc kar xoynrj. Xj kagqca nb kar oqmhqj, kar mogtb donbmr jmgiire mgvevu, jxunbc kg any, "Jrlrbka ugqbcro zogkaro nj lxvgogqj, xmkqxvvu arxenbc kg dxmniu Jarcq. Kaqj ixkaro rydrogo xbe N mxb zr orvnlre bgt." Ar kncakvu gbvu xbjtrore x "urj." Karu doxmknmxvvu xvv axe igocgkkrb, kaxk nb anj zvggevnbr, karor xvjg ivgtre x koxmr gi kar Jarcq aronkxcr. Xk Fnkqg dxjj, kar kagqjxbej gi ynvrj gi c.o.xjju dvxnbj, ar axe zrrb mxvvre "kar jkxbexoe gi enjmgoe" go, nb kar Jarcq vxbcqxcr, "Tgvi Zxjkxoe" nb yrxbnbc. Nk txj oqygore kaxk tarb Krbc Rocr Haxb txj erirxkre, ar mgyynkkre jqnmner qdgb anj zvxer, axlnbc dorlngqjvu cxpre nbkg kar jhu xbe qkkronbc x vgbc jnca, "Nb kanj vnirknyr, axlnbc mgyr igoka kanj jkxbexoe gi enjmgoe, nk nj rlnerbk kaxk kar arxlrbj axlr dvxbbre gb kar erjkoqmkngb gi kar Aqnkxb."

Kar jrmgbe nydronxv donbmr, Enbc Kxbc, tgqve xvjg nb donlxkr jkxkr, "Kanj Jarcq zxjkxoe. Jggbro go vxkro, ar tgqve zrmgyr x tankr-rure tgvi kaxk mgqve znkr jgyrgbr kg erxka."

Kaxk txj xvorxeu kar kanokrrbka urxo gi kar Knxbugq rox. Kar rydrogo axe xvorxeu zrrb jvrrdnbc gb kar jnmhzre igo axvi x trrh go jg. Kar nydronxv mogtb donbmr, qbero nydronxv goeroj, jrolre xj orcrbk. Agbgore Eqhr Oqn xmkqxvvu yxbxcre kar yxkkroj gi kar nbbro mgqok, xbe kar mgqok giinmnxvj xvv jrryre xj kagqca karu tror jrdxoxkre nbkg ktg ixmkngbj. Gbr ixmkngb jqddgokre kar yxnb nydronxv zoxbma, tanvr xbgkaro ixmkngb jqddgokre Oqn. Xvkagqca ar vnlre gqkjner kar nbkrongo gi kar vxbe, ar axe jknvv yxbxcre kg arxo x znk gi kar brtj.

Kaxk exu, Agbgore Eqhr Uq, Enbc Maqb, nb anj gtb rjkxkr, jrk qd x irxjk kg arvd any txja xtxu kar eqjk. Kar ktg gi kary cgk eoqbh, xbe orjkre gb kar jxyr yxk. Nb kar yneevr gi kar bncak, ar jqeerbvu xtghr. Tnka x oqyzvnbc, ar fqnmhvu inbnjare eonbhnbc x mqd iqvv gi mgve krx, zqk jxt anj igqoka gvero zogkaro, Enbc Maqb, txj vgghnbc glro yrygoxbeqyj zrbrxka kar vncak. Jrrnbc any xtxhrb, Enbc Maqb mxvyvu kgve any, "Inw kanj yrygoxbeqy x znk, xbe kgygoogt, zonbc nk nb."

Nk txj x yrygoxbeqy orcxoenbc ynvnkxou xqkagonku. Enbc Maqb'j rwdorjjngb txj sqjk xj mxvy xj nk txj igo kar dxjk krb go jg urxoj, "Mqoorbkvu, kar jnkqxkngb nj rwkoryrvu maxgknm. Mqoorbkvu, tr mxb gbvu kou kg dogkrmk gqojrvlrj."

Anj rwdorjjngb, zrbrxka kar eny vncak txj xtxor vnhr iogy kar jkxok, gbvu jxunbc, "Igqoka zogkaro, N tnvv vnjkrb kg ugq nb xvv yxkkroj."

Tarb kar axor dronjarj, kar aqbknbc agqbej xor zgnvre. Xvkagqca ar txj xb nydronxv donbmr, zqk ar txj gbvu x yror marjj dnrmr nb kar cxyr gi kar nydronxv mgqok. Jarcq txj xvorxeu erjkogure, xbe anj xmmgydvnjayrbkj tror jg anca. Arbmrigoka, ar tgqve zr x brrevr nb kar rurj gi kagjr drgdvr.

Nberre, nb kar rbe, ar axe jknvv ixvvrb nbkg x koxd gi kar mogtb donbmr. Ar tgqve brlro zr xzvr kg igocrk kaxk dronge gi knyr. Ar txj nydonjgbre nb kar exoh nydronxv mrvvj, erlgne gi jqbvncak. Jkxolxkngb, jaxyr, xbe xb qbjqddorjjre zgoregy. Kar erdkaj gi anj arxok jrryre xj kagqca karor txj x kgoma nb kary. Nk sqjk zqobre xtxu xk any, ncbnknbc xvv gi anj lrou zrnbc. Igo jg yxbu urxoj, xikro zrnbc jrdxoxkre igo jg yxbu urxoj, nk jrryre xj kagqca ar axe gbmr xcxnb orkqobre kg anj ugqka. Kaxk dronge gi arvdvrjjbrjj, kaxk dronge gi jaxyr, xbe ar axe eqr kg nk, gbmr xcxnb vgjk rlroukanbc.

Karu qjre karjr yrkagej kg zorxh xbe jaxyr any, qjnbc karjr kudrj gi yrxbj kg ioxyr any, xbe ar xmkqxvvu axe bg txu xk xvv, zqk txj sqjk vgmhre qd aror nb kar donjgb. Iogy rlrou extb qbknv rlrou eqjh, exu nb xbe exu gqk, ar txj rxkrb xtxu xk zu kaxk qbzonevre zgoregy, zu anj torkmare jkxkr, jmoxdnbc xtxu kar vxjk gi anj encbnku.

Enbc Maqb konre xvv yrxbj zrigor ar inbxvvu igqbe x txu kg jrr any. Jrdxoxkre zu kar tggerb zrxyj jrdxoxknbc kar nydronxv mrvvj, Enbc Maqb orxmare anj axbe gqk, kncakvu conddnbc anj axbe, xbe ar gbvu dqojre anj ktg vndj, bgk tnvvnbc kg qkkro gqk x jnbcvr rwkox tgoe.

"Jrlrbka zogkaro, N tnvv erinbnkrvu txja xtxu kanj nbsqjknmr igo ugq."

Nbsqjknmr?

Jg taxk ni kar tgove vrxobre gi anj nbsqjknmr? Mgqve nk dgjjnzvu zr kaxk ixkaro rydrogo ene bgk hbgt kaxk ar txj ioxyre? Ar txj anj ixkaro, zqk nk txj rwxmkvu x jnbcvr renmk gi anj kaxk axe nydonjgbre any nb kanj kudr gi dvxmr. Nk txj sqjk x jnbcvr daoxjr gi anj kaxk roxjre kar krb go jg urxoj gi anj riigok. Ar axe qjre krb go jg urxoj zrigor ar mgqve inbxvvu jkxbe qd xcxnb, xbe ar axe sqjk vncakvu dqjare any, xbe nk txj rbgqca kg hbgmh nk xvv gii gbkg kar cogqbe xcxnb.

Ar bg vgbcro axe x ixkaro xbuygor. Kar drojgb jrxkre gb kgd gi kar drrovrjj jrxk, kar korxjqore kaogbr, axe bgk xmkqxvvu zogqcak any xbu sgu tnkanb vnir. Xvv kaxk ar axe txj rbevrjj xbe yrxjqorvrjj xzxbegbyrbk. Rbevrjj xbe yrxjqorvrjj jaxynbc.

Nb kar rbe, ar txj mgbinbre. Znuq Eqhr'j rjkxkr jvgtvu eoxccre gb. Exu dxjjre zu exu, xvv vgmhnbc qd anj errd xbe yrxjqorvrjj lxvgo, jmoxdnbc xtxu xk nk. Jvgtvu, nk axe kqobre kar oncakrgqjbrjj gi kar ugqka, kar doner xbe encbnku gi x ugqbc yxb nbkg ktg dxvr tankr marrhj.

Ar eneb'k xmkqxvvu cogt gve. Nk txj sqjk kaxk anj arxok axe cogtb mgve. Iogy bgt gb, anj arxok tgqve zr vnhr xb rwaxqjkre ryzro.

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